mcd's

last week i went to see someone with rich and fish.
it was late at night and i was hungry,
and there was a mcdonalds on the way.

i asked rich if we could stop there and eat,
and we were going to do drive-through when i asked rich if we could sit inside and eat.
he was a little hesitant,
but still,
we went inside.

sitting at a mcdonalds,
i realized that the last time i sat in any restaurant and ate was april 2004.
and now it's december 2006.

what that felt like?

i wish i could explain,
but i won't.

noone will understand.